Keep Holding On

2007-04-30T01:09:00.000-07:00

New blog.
I blogged about everything that happened there.
So go view it :D

*clickityclick*

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Why new blog?
Because I miss xanga :D
Why brendaaarockstar?
Because I was listening to Rockstar-Nickelback and I couldn't think of anything else.
Why xanga?
Because xanga has more variety in colors and smileys :D

Don't worry I won't abandon you, dear blogspottttttt :D

2007-04-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

Hi. (: Today was rather unproductive.
I woke up at around 11am which was a waste
because I could have gone for an
early walk in the morning or eat Mcd's breakfast (:

But ah, I couldn't get my lazy ass
off my bed. After I got up, I got dressed and everything
then I went online 'til my mom came home.
I had Chee Cheong Fan while watching Spiderman 2.

I came upstairs and fiddled with Photoshop.
Found some interesting things I could do with Gradient.
I used to think all it could do is nothing.
But yes, I think that was quite productive.

I wanted to stretch and lil` then work on my Scorpion
since I haven't been doing much about it
but I got lazy and then I went downstairs to
eat Mcd's. (: Aha. It was gooood. I watched Hannah Montana
while eating.

After that, I came back online and talked a bit.
I got ready and left for the Optician.
Wanna know why I have to go to the Optician?
It's because I'm a cluts and I lost my glasses.
I've had many pairs of glasses already
so my mom was rather furious when she found out
about it.

My first pair of glasses when I was in Standard Three.
Baddd eyesight :x
I bought this Pink Kitty Cat one. Hahah!
It got really old so I got a new one in Standard Five? I'm not sure.
I got it in Blue and it was rectangular shaped.
I changed my classes again in Standard Six if I'm not mistaken.
I bought a rimless one.
And, I broke it last year. I was in Math tuition when the screw came
out and I didn't have my case at that moment so
I wrapped it around a tissue and put it in my pencil case.

I forget to take it out and I smashed it because
I left it in my school bag and I often throw my bag on the grown. Heh.
Yep, I told my mom about it and recently last year before
the end of the year exams, I got a new one.

I think it was the most expensive one I bought.
Its frame was thick and maroon and it cost about Rm650
but the kind man gave half price (:
I lost it on a Tuesday somewhere in March.
I was in school in the morning with Zoe and I was hanging upsidedown on a
bar. I guess it must've fell out of my pocket.

I only noticed like 4 hours after that.
I was really saddd. I even cried. Hahah. Well, what's done is done.
Today, I decided to buy a cheap pair of glasses
so If I lose it, I wouldn't have to be saddd.
Rm350. Not much of a diff but yeah. (:

The glasses isn't very nice and it isn't branded :[
Hahaha! But yeah, it doesn't really matter.
Mhm.

After that, we went to pick my sister and her friends from
Mcd's in BU. Dropped Chloe and Hui Lin off after that.
Then we went to Cheryl's house to dropped off
some books. We headed for DU's Starbucks after that.

I got myself a Caramel Frap. Venti. Is that how you spell it? I don't know because
I normally order Grande.
I got a Grande Caramel Frap, Cream base for my sister.
Ahh, I love Starbucks.

We went to Little Black Book after that.
My mom bought a skirt? I'm not sure but yeah. I took a few
pictures. Will post it up when I get them from my phone.
Mhm, that's pretty much my day.

Church tomorrow! Might go early and spend quality time with dearest Serene
again like last week (: Can't wait. Ahh.

That's about it. Anyway, I'm inlove with a few songs.

Itu Kamu - Estranged. Although it's a local band, I think it's really nice.
Wasted - Carrie Underwood.
Over It - Katharine McPhee.
If We Were A Movie - Hannah Montana. Who cares if it's Disney or whatever. The song is really nice (: I love Disney Channel. (;

Loove.

2007-04-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hi (:
School like, started today.
Yesterday really felt like a weekend and this morning when I
got up from bed, I actually thought it was a Monday.

Anyway, the weekends are here again.
And I'm pretty darn happy about it (: The thought of going to school
tomorrow just burns.
I'm in a stage where school is the last place where
I want to be. Eeek, I hate this feeling but
well I can't really control it. Okay I'm totally crapping but it's okay. (:

I've been doing loads of these "quizzes" on blogthings
but I'm really lazy to put them up right now.
I'll do it when I feel like it okay? :D
Anyway, I sorta like fought with Andrea just now.
But you can't blame me, I was being as patient as possible but she burst
the bubble. I couldn't take it anymore so I yelled at her.

I'm not sure if things are fine now
but I'm not going out with them tomorrow. Well, have fun.
I'm stuck with no plans for tomorrow.

Was feeling terribly emotional earlier and Jenwae could
tell even when I didn't mention a thing to him.
Ah, bestfriend (:
It's weird when your bestfriend has a sister your age. Hahaha.

Okayokay.
I have my History project undone and it's due on the
4th of May. I love Fui Swen because she gave
me all the details. Without her, I'd be blank and I wouldn't know what to do.

Ah well I'm off! I'll post some quotes before I leave. (:

Life is like a roller coaster ride,
The ups and downs and crazy turns will throw you off
if you don't hold on tight.

The biggest mistake you can make,
Is to drift apart with the person you once had
the time of your life with.

One of the hardest parts in life,
Is to decide when to give up..
Or when to try even harder than you already did.

I do forgive, but I don't forget
I hope you know you've lost my respect.

Love is like tug of war,
It hurts so bad to hang on,
But you know you can't just let go..

Because once upon a time,
We were bestfriends,
& yes, there's been a lot of bad stuff inbetween,
But none of that matters right now,
You need me by your side, I'm here
Anytime, any place, any where.

A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you,
But a bestfriend will go up to him and say,
"It's because you're gay, isn't it?"

It's not about where you go in life,
It's about who's by your side,
Makes it all worth while <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">play them better.

its like a car crash of hearts
and now im all banged up
to make it through love,
you've got to be tough.

2007-04-26T06:46:00.000-07:00

I am prolly the worst blogger on earth.
But you can't blame me.
It's not like anyone ever reads my blog. How sad.

(:

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Monday was a bore. Did the usuals and instead of going
for Math tuition, I went for dance practice for
Teacher's Day. It's so blahhh. My sister made me
dance with her and Melody because there isn't anyone else
who can dance.
It's not like I can, but I am an ex-ballerina and a current gymnast.
So yea, you get it.

Tuesday was also a bore. So was tuition.
Wednesday was only okay. I went for gym after school and
Clara, Zoe and Joo Yi didn't come.. again.
We're not going to Kuantan anymore thanks to those
three unfaithful gymnasts.
Ahah kidding. It's not their fault they can't come.

Oh well, what's done is done.
Nothing we can say or do is gonna change that fact.

And today, is a public holiday.
I was supposed to go to Ou with Angelica but exams are
around the corner so I decided not to.
Exams are in, two weeks if I'm not mistaken.
Stress.

I went to Harpreet's house instead.
Boyy, it has been long.
Tze Yi and Andrea were already there when I went.
We were supposed to study but it seemed like
we crapped even more. Ahah.

Was online at first then we started camwhoring.
Took over 70 photos if I'm not wrong.
Mhm, crazy much.
Then we decided to go down to eat.
At chocolate at first. Then I drank some apple juice and
stole some of Harp's fried rice.
Then her maid cooked cheese omelette.
Abso`delish. Yummm.

We went back up and stayed online ever since.
Didn't do much.
Tze Yi went home at 7pm and then I went home at around
7.45pm and Andrea went after me.

Pretty much had fun.
Something to remember (:
School tomorrow. Darn it.
I've been eating too much. New York Cheese Cake + American Brownie.
Yumm.

Okay I'ma go have my dinner now.
Taaa!

2007-04-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hello (: Okay so my dream was to go to
the Olympics but it's way beyond possible.
But it's okay, a girl like me can
continue dreaming. :) After all, certain dreams do
come true. CERTAIN dreams.
And this one just might but that certain one. ;)

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I had to wake up at 8am for Serene Ho Su-Ann and that
woman doesn't even read my blog.
Infact, noone does. Look how dead the tagboard is. LOOK!
Boohoo. But whatever.
Blogs are where you pour your feelings out. :D To me, at least.
Yeahyeah, woke up at 8am and took a long bath.

Got yelled at because I was late thanks to that long bath.
I rushed to get ready and instead of grabbing my shoes, I grabbed
the whole shoe box along.
Got ready in the car (hair, face, shoes) and then
reached Damansara Perdana.
I left my shoe box on the seat and my mom sorta got
angry because she told me not to ever leave my shoe box in the car.
And that's because my shoes are Adidas.
She claims people would break in if they think
there are shoes in the shoe box.

But come on, people with brains would know that
we people wouldn't leave branded shoes in the car, right right?
Hahah whatever.

Okay so I went to the toilet to comb my hair
and then I went out and met Serene downstairs.
We went to 7 Eleven to get food.
I bought TomYam hot cup and she had Chicken Flavaaa.
We got the hot water and all that
then we headed upstairs.
Went into the room and the kids there were sooo annoying.

After eating, we quickly went to the Nursery.
Esther and her brother, Samuel were already there+their maid.
They were having breakfast.
Scrambled eggs+nuggets. Mmmyum!

Serene made me do a handstand.
And then Esther came and followed exactly what I was doing.
Haha how cuteee!
Btw, Esther is three years old. (:

Mhm then Emma came and we started playing.
Then Serene and I went to the next room and we found this
so called amusing toy.
Some car thingy and we sat there for about 15 minutes
playing it. The cleaners, they're women, they were just standing
there staring at us because they know we're 14
yet we do these kinda things.
Hahaha it was absolutely ridiculous but funny at the same time.
Ah the things we do!

Okay then we went back to the nursery and
started helping out here and there and this new girl, Chloe
came. She's really pretty. I have a picture and I'll post
it up later. Then Zai Lii came. Whheeee. Haha.
We took quite a number of pictures and stuff like that.
Then it was biscuit time!

And something really ironic happened!
Like, extremely ironic!
Emma spilled Ribena all over her clothes.
So Serene took Emma's extra cothes out, and then
we (Zai Lii, Serene and I) brought Emma to the private toilet.
So I took off Emma's shirt and wanted
to put the extra shirt over.
But she said she wanted to pee.
So Serene decided to take off her pants as well...
And Emma took off her shoes, which left her naked!
Aha although she's a baby, we couldn't stop
laughing. We were screaming like mad in the toilet.

Emma wanted to seat on the toilet bowl (and it was really clean)
but Serene said Emma would fall into the toilet bowl
and I was like "what nonsense!" and Serene actually asked
Emma to go under the shower and pee there.
But I thought if she does, the pee would get all over her legs?
That's utterly disgusting. Hahah.
So I screamed and asked her to come back here.
I lifted her up and seated her on the toilet bowl.
I held her back so she wouldn't fall in.
Then the kakak opened the door and it kinda hit me and Emma
almost fell into the toilet bowl
so I screamed and the kakak was like "boleh jangan bising sangat tak?"
Hahah I was like "sorry kak. sorry"
Then I handed Emma over to Serene and Serene lifted
Emma and asked her to stand up and Emma's pee
dripped onto the floor!

OMG, Zai Lii and I were laughing and screaming like mad cows.
So Serene wiped Emma's ass and hahaha.
We were going mad in the toilet.
Then Emma wore her clothes and went back to class.
Zai Lii and I went downstairs to buy a drink.

We went to the kedai runcit at first, but they didn't
have Justea, what I was craving for.
So we decided to go back up but we decided to see if they
have it at the mamak stall but nopee, they didn't.
Then I decided to walk a little more to All Day and finally they had
it. It was worth walking (:

We went back up and then drank our drinks, took pictures.
And Emma and Esther started singing!
At first we didn't know what they were singing but I eventually
found out that it was actually Start Of Something New, the
High School Musical song. Hahaha how adorable.
Serene took a video.
But Esther's is too soft and Emma's is too short.
We'll make them sing again.. next week :D

I went for lunch at my uncle's shop again. Delicious (:
Then came back home and went online.
Mhm, that's about today.

I'll post the picture+the video up okay?
Just hang on a second.

Eye candyy;

Top : Zai Lii, Brenda.
Bottom : Teng Teng, Emma.

Brenda, Emma :D

Serene, Brenda, Jane.

Teng Teng, Zai Lii, Brenda. (:

Serene, Brenda, Jane. *Last last week.

Serene, Brenda. *Last week.

Emma :D

The video. (: First one is Emma, second is Esther.
I'm the loud aunty that shouts "Louder, louder!" Hahaha. (;
Serene shouted too.

I'll update tomorrow.

Lovess.

2007-04-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

I don't think I am ever going to finish that post but whatever.
I was watching this Carly Patterson thing.
Well, Carly Patterson is the 2004 Olympic All-Around Gold Medal Winner. Gymnastics (:

I look up to her, really do.
And I only take gymnastics once a week so I decided to study my head off, score straight A's for my mid-term and I'll get my mom to let me take gym classes twice a week. And maybe if I do really really good for the end of the year exam, she'll let me take three classes a week.

You're prolly going "Does she even think she can go for the olympics. Stupid girl." and stuff like that, but JUST SO YOU KNOW, I believe I CAN do it ;)

LOL, stupid I know.
But hey, you would never know what a person can do.

And the olympics is next year and I definitely can't go for that one.
But in another 5 years, the next olympic will arrive.
And nyahahahaha. You just might, MIGHT see me there.
:D

I want to get a gold medal okay!!
And, when I say I'll do something, I WILL DO IT.
Well when it comes to things I really want. (:

YES, I WANT TO GO TO THE OLYMPICS 2012 AND TAKE HOME THE GOLD MEDAL!
Which is seriously HIGHLY impossible.
But I will try my best.

If I even get into the olympics!

I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO BECOME LIKE CARLY PATTERSON :D WISH ME ALL THE BEST.

HAHAHAHA.

;)

2007-04-19T08:34:00.000-07:00

On second thought, maybe I should just pour
everything here.

School has been okay.
I recently stopped hanging out with a few of my
what you call "bestfriends." It's not that
I decided to ditch them but I really do feel unwanted
and I intensely loathe that feeling.

I decided to let myself out of this cage and run
free. Do what I want to do (:

I'll continue this update soon.
Loves.

2007-04-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hey. I haven't been blogging so frequently and I'm thinking of leaving this blog to its own. Should I?

Anyway. Everything has been happening and I don't think I'll blog about it because I feel really restless.

I will start blogging when I feel like it.

2007-04-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

Woke up, went to school in the morning.
Had netball.
Went to Michelle's house, came to school at 1.05pm.
Went for gymnastics, did tumbling and strength work.
Went for dinner and bumped into coach and his wife+children.
Came back, dozed off.

Thursday

I can't really remember what happened but yah, I went to school
and skipped tuition at night.
Oh yeah, my mom went for a course that morning.

Friday

I went to school early today. Here's a funny convo.

Pn Suhaila. Class. Me
Okay cubalah teka apa yang digunakan apabila hujan lebat? (something like that. it was some teka-teki thing from the book)
Payung!!
Ok, apa lagi?
UMBRELLA!! :D:D:D
Itulah sama makna.
Oh yeah hor... LOL.

HAHAHA.

Came back from school and had a major problem.
Sigh, misunderstanding leads to arguements.
Arguements leads to shit.

I feel like shit, yes I do.

GAHHH.

2007-04-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick of school, I'm so sick of it.
Friends? As if. I don't think they're true friends. Not worth appreciating them, honestly.
Stop acting as if y'all all that okay.
Seriously, you're so shallow.
And you really have to improve on your english.
Baby talk is so yesterday.
Okay, I believe in the "as long as we're having fun" line that you would definitely use as a comeback, but there's more to life than just baby talk.
You're FOURTEEN, honey.
Grow up.

Okay if you think I'm talking about you, go ahead. Because seriously, it ain't you I'm talking about. Well, if you're reading this, that is.

And btw, need an english tutor? I'm sure there are tonnes.

GROW UP!

2007-04-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello.
Today is;

STEPHANIE'S BIRTHDAY! <3

- I met this girl through Friendster? Yes, we were talking about Australia! And we started talking about other stuffs and grew closer! :) Although I've never seen her before [yes,how disappointing], I still know she is drop dead gorgeous and she's an awesomeeeeeee friend! I lovelooooveloooooveeee you Stephanie Y M T! (; Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

Will post a picture of her, later. (:

2007-04-07T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hi, hello. :D
Today is a Sunday as you can see and it's Easter; so Happy Easter:D
Anddd, it is also Joyce Lim Huey Yee's [did I get it right?] birthday!

She's a really pretty girlll (:

I met Joyce like, in 2005?
We didn't really talk much though. Then one day last year, we went to Ou together with
Jasmine, Rachael and Jihan. Mhm. Boyy, it was so awkward. But we made it through the day,aha. (:

Somewhere this year, we bumped in Ou again so we walked around for a bit and Joyce
was being so quiet! Haha. We had so much free time cos we were waiting for Lynnnnn to come yet all we
did was sit and stone! Then Joyce had to go. Ohoh and Joyce bought this really pretty dress from
Chill Out? Mhm.

So we hugged,byebyebyeee, then yeahpp.
Recently, as I was in tuition, I heard someone shout my name and I looked up and saw JOYCE!
We sat together and during that Karangan test we had, she actually was willing to let me even
copy hers. Ahaa,but I didn't copy the whole exact thing lah. I think I'm gonna fail it.
Joyce's one was sooo long! Mine wasn't even half of hers. Nyahaha.

Well anyway, eventhough we weren't so close, I still want you to know that you've been a great blessing to me, Joyce! :)
Happy birthdayyy! :D
Loveyouu.

2007-04-07T04:24:00.000-07:00

I made these. I don't think they're all that, but I like it. :) At least I did something productive today :D I'm planning to use it for my background but I'm afraid the words can't be seen cleary. Any suggestions? :D

2007-04-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the awfully emo post last night.
I'm definitely feeling much better now. :)

I found some pretty pictures while browsing through my pictures earlier.
Here goes.

It's some lavender garden. I thought it wasn't real, but my mom said it was because my dad and my mom went there before. I'm not sure where it is, though. Will find out from my parents later. Beautiful, isn't it? :)

Mirror lake. Awesome!

Edge of glacier. Extremely nice!

Some desert. Pretty!

I have more but the photo uploader takes such an awful long time to upload these pictures.
Will upload more when I'm patient enough! :)

2007-04-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

I've decided to change my URL (:

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Gahh, feeling all emo right now.
The world is really changing, practically crashing.
What has everyone turned into?
What have I turned into?
I used to be so innocent in Year 6 back in primary school.
The only thing I did wrong was not handing in my books.
And I still don't.
I really want to change, but why is it so hard?

I want to get that feeling; the one where you feel like a rock that weighs a tonne just got out of you..
I don't want to be what I am; selfish and foolish.
I want to care for others too, I want to learn to put myself into other peoples' shoes so I don't hurt their feelings.
I may seem like I smile everyday, but noone really knows what happens on the inside.
Frankly speaking, eversince I got into 2 Cempaka, I felt so left out.
I miss those days in 1 Cempaka where we would laugh our asses off doing crazy things noone but bestfriends would do. Where have they all gone to?

I know I've been a big bitch but I've tried to change, I really have.
And I believe I have.
But noone sees that.. noone but me.
How hard is it for someone to trust another person that she can actually change if she puts effort into doing so?
Really, doesn't anyone see how much I've changed?
I walked into 2 Cempaka this year and saw Fui Swen and I decided to sit with her.
But she was often out of the class, and because of my selfish behaviour, I always told Destinee that I would like to sit with Abigail when Fui Swen was out.
And from then, Fui Swen sat with Destinee.

I didn't want to sit with Abigail, I really didn't want to.
I got so sick of her ranting and ranting everyday.
I hated that feeling, really did.
It was all my fault that all that had happened, and I had to face the fact that what I did, got me into all these.
I never wanted to tell her how I felt about that, but one day, I couldn't help it.
That sudden out-burst totally hurt Abi's feelings.
I didn't mean to do so.. but I did it, unintentionally. She still got hurt by those awful things I said to her.
As time passed, I really couldn't stand her but she was the only one in class where I could spill everything to. Little did I know, she backstabbed me.
I found out after a while and that feeling was dreadful. It felt like the whole world was crashing down on me.

We had this English project thing where you get 5 people in a group.
They got a group and left me out.
I was alone, yes I was.
But Audrey asked me to be in a group.
I was glad, I was actually wanted. Whether that person isn't liked or not, I still had a contented feeling.

I often come to this point where I think; do they hate me? Is that why they like ignoring me?
I really hate this school, I really do!
Never wanted to come here. But I had to do so as a deferential daughter.
Noone knows how badly I want to change school.
I want to have that feeling, that feeling where you know you're wanted by someone..

Sigh.
What the heck is wrong with me.
I'm never emo, EVERYONE KNOWS THAT.
Something is definitely wrong today.. something definitely has gone astray...

2007-04-05T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hello. I think I'm just going to leave my blog to rot or maybe I'll just update when I want to.. like now (: I really don't know what I'll do about this blog, noone reads it but me. Pfft. No point then.

School today was fine and boring.. after recess, Angelica and I went to the canteen to get drinks. I bought Justea and so did she plus a few things to eat. While we were going back to class, we saw Pn Ang right outside it. Oh my, we were so afraid you know.

We didn't have a pass and we had drinks! So I ran upstairs and ran the other side but we saw Pn Norna there so we ran back down and ran back into the class. It was really scary, hahah. Tuition today was fine too. Joyce came!

I was reading and suddenly someone went "Brenda!" so I turned and looked and I saw Joycee. (: She sat beside me and we had this karangan test. I was copying her because I was so blank. Hahaha and she thought this guy was hot, and that guy happened to be someones boyfriend. Hahaha I shall not mention anything here ;)

Loveee.

2007-04-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

I have not gotten a tagboard and the font in the other posts are a little off. I'll change everything in 2 days. Til then (:

2007-04-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hey. Okay so I've been beginning to get sick of my layout and I was thinking of changing it. Nobody even views my blog so there's not really much of a point but yeah, this is the only place I can release everything. Hahaha:D

Well yeah. I skipped school yesterday because I had a dental appointment. I went to extract my third permanent tooth and will be going to extract the last one perhaps next week or the week after. And yeah, I would be putting braces right after that. Hahah I'll prolly be putting braces before Clara does.

Mmhmmm, school today was a total bore.. I'm starting to get really sick of school+friends. Okay don't kill me:D But frankly speaking, I'd rather see my friends elsewhere. I think I've mentioned that before. :) I might stop blogging because noone even visits it so yupp! :)

Okay 'til the next time, loooooove.

2007-01-31T02:13:00.000-08:00

Hello there :)
Im backkk.
It was freaky, really. Hahah.
Anyways.
Im not gonna go into detail but yahh.
What happened was she gave
me a jap on my gum which didnt quite hurt
so bad cos I wasnt thinking
abt it when I shut my eyes and I tried
not to move so I couldnt feel it.
And then it became numb and when she pulled
the tooth out, I felt a whee bit of pain
but it was alright after that.
blood came out of course, so I had to bite
on a piece of cotton.
Mhm, thats about it.
It feels alright now.
No sch tmrw! ThankGOD.

loves.

2007-01-30T18:52:00.000-08:00

Hiya. (:

Guess what? ;)

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Im skipping sch today!
Well of course I do have an appropriate reason.
Y'think my mom would let me skip sch
without a reason? I think not. (;

Anyhoos.
Im feeling so delibitated, really. :(
Gahh.
Am having a really sore throat and cough.
&flu as well. I feel so melancholy.
&not going to sch is actually a really big sacrifice
Im making cos I have a choice whether
to go or not to.

And not going is making me really devastated.
Blah; whatever.

Okay moving on.
I will be going to the dentist later. Im pretty much
petrified.
I never liked the dentist before.
I will be going for check-up later. &not only that..
I will be extracting my teeth. Three of them, if Im not mistaken.
Im not quite sure yet.
But its gonna kill. :(

I will be putting braces before end of February?
I guess thats right.
Anyhoos.
Im gonna go off now.
Ciao.

2007-01-30T06:02:00.000-08:00

hello, hello(:
hrmmm. okays lets see.
sunday ;
woke up for church, went for mamak again.
yadiyada. then uh; after church
was suppose to have lunch with my moms
friend and her children
but they couldnt make it in the end.
my dad, my mom, christine and i went to ikea.
rachael went back on her own.
oh right; and before that, i was playing with baby emma.
she is SO cute okay. i WANT her(;
moving onnnn.
we ate at the food court thingg. it was delish, really.
my dad and christine had meatballs
while my mom and i had fish&chips. it was good la, really.

chris and i walked around ikea while my parents
sat and chilled. we were looking
for mirrors and stuff like that for our room.
found a mirror big enough for the both of us at RM69. worth it, no?
it is, really. hmmm.
we walked around and looked at beds. im planning
to buy a new bed. queen sized, perhaps.
im really not used to sleeping on single beds cos ill
fall off?(: nyahaha, ridiculous!

saw wardrobes and all that.
might go there some time soon to get stuffs.
came back home and chilled.
if im not mistaken, that is.
cos i really dont quite remember anything
much.

monday ;
sch was normal.
we had assembly last period.
it was okay la.
no big, really. (: oh and kishen was absent.
the class was as boring as poodles. [ ?! ]
yeahpps.

today ;
had pe. was fun i guess.
thats pretty much everything. oh and i LOVE aarons phone.
D-E-L I C I O U S <3(;

GOODNIGHT.

2007-01-27T05:21:00.000-08:00

heyy. (:

im like sooo exausted!

i left for gymnastics at about 1.20pm.

reached around 1.40pm and i actually

thought i was late. but i was

so wrong. i was like the earliest! :O

i reached there and to my surprise, there werent

any shoes there! cos usually

i come really late and there are like tonnes

of shoes there so yahh.

then i went in and saw mr. yong.

so i walked somemore and there was this lady

and her daughter and son.

both younger than me.

then mr. yong said they can warm up

with me so yahh.

i warmed up, yadiyada.

then clara and zoe came.. in their uniforms.

haha they were both so exausted.

zoe fell flat on the ground.

they got changed and all that.

floor was first.

we did all the handsprings lah. usuals.

then cartwheel. EMBARRASSMENT.

yeap, you got it right!

I CANT DO A CARTWHEEL.

:) lolsss.

then did vault, all that. i didnt do the flipping

one so i wasnt that scared. hehe(:

after gymnastics, came home and ate.

took my bath and watched

" My Boss's Daughter "

thats like a porno movie okay! :/

so much of boobs. PFFFFT.

my grandma and i were watching together. HAHA.

i came back up and practiced.

stretched.

oh yah, when we were stretching out,

i was trying my pancake..

then coach came and pushed me all the way into

a full pancake.

omg, i tell you my muscles were like ahhhhhhhh.

i was screaming on the inside okay.

he held on for soooo long.

my muscles were like tearing!

but no la, not literally.

hahaha. freaky.

well anyways. i did a back handspring.

im so proud of myself ! :D

hehe okay enough of gymnastics.

eating mcd's for dinnn.

nights!

2007-01-26T20:30:00.000-08:00

hello (:

goodmorning!

more like good afternoon.. but wtv! :D

im so cool yo. i type on the right

side of my blog! (:

nyahaha. crapolaaa.

moving onnn.

its already say... 12.40pm.

and ive to go for gymnastics later.

you see, the thing is..

i cant do vaulting.

not cos im physically injured whatsoever.

but its cos im mentally a pussycat!

seriouslyy.

and i really gotta learn cos

im the only one that cant do vaulting

and thats like the only thing i

cant do in gymnastics.

not just that i cant do.. i dont even dare to kick/jump harder/higher.

serioussss. :(

wanna kno why?

well. i memang takboleh buat vaulting since the start.

but not only that..

yesterday ; i was watching videos on youtube

and i came across this video of

this girl who is 17 and she went for some

competition.

and then after the beam and bars all that,

it was time for the vault.

so she ran ran ran and then jump/flipflipflip and

supposingly supposed to land on her 2 feet... but instead

she landed on her

HEAD.

SHE BROKE HER NECK!

she got paralysed.

not a funny thing.

but seriously, im so much more of a pussycat/chicken

right now. gahh.

i really need helpppp.

and i dont even kno whether zoe is going

for gym or not.

i dont like being alone(:

i texted her but she hasnt replied.

well hopefully she'll be going.

pray pray pray for me! :)

hopefully we dont have to do vault today. HOPEFULLY.

or else, if we have to, pray that i WONT break any bone. :)

goodbyeeee.

2007-01-26T03:33:00.000-08:00

hello there (:
sch today was finee, really.
i woke up late tho! :O
mhm.
i got up, rushed to get ready and ate.
left for sch.
walked arnd la. didnt do much since noone goes to sch
as early as me. :/
walked a bit with rachel and suetyen.
then i had to go up for cf.
tho i came down and ate icecream for a sec! :D hehe.
mmm. went back up.
yadiyada.
bell rang. went to class.
english ; nothing much happened.
math ; i didnt pay attention.
recess ; same old, same old. i ate like a buffalo. x)
geography ; new teacher. not new new. but yahh, new. darnnn.
science ; our teacher is a blurr cow la seriously. but i likee that. (;

came back home.
took a warm bath.
and here i am. (:
yeahpss. thats about it. tmrwww.
im skipping pbsm. pffft.
going for gym after that.

nights!

2007-01-25T02:58:00.000-08:00

Serene wanted to do this (: Hahah.

Serene and I in church

The three of us (:

Serene and I, again. I look retarded here. x)

I was actually in a split (x Haha.

Handstandddd. (: [ofcos hers looks nicer. she didnt have to use energy to kick up! x)]

2007-01-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

heyy.
today was okay. didnt do much.
well anyways.
i think i lost my glasses, really.
and it cost my mom a bomb.
im so careless, no?

--

i left sch early today. had dental app.
but in the end, i couldnt make it.
well im doing braces sooon. need to extract
3 more tooths. ouchh.
i bet its gonna hurt. :( i really
dislike dentists. pffft.

im addicted to mentos.
anyways. ive tuition tonight. :/
sadly.. i have to go.
yeah.
pray that ill find my glasses okays?(:

toodlelooo.

2007-01-23T02:32:00.000-08:00

hello. :)

sorry for the lack of updates.

have been pretty busy

for the past few days. mhmmm.

well lets see whats been happening.

sunday ;

oooh sorry i gotta gooo. ill continue later! taa.

edittt :

HELLO :)

okay. CUT. before i continue anything,

i would love to dedicate this to my

bestfriend/neighbour/almost sister ;

ESFERN TAN (:

- she has been part of my life

ever since we were

two years of age. we never failed to

make each other laugh neither

did we fail to make each other cry a tear

of joy or sadness.

all the times we used to spend together

laughing and playing badminton

hitting it almost to the roof top.. playing ball,

torturing snails and squishing eggs et cetra.....

these memories will last forever.

even if you are going to shift, i gurantee

we will still be bestfriends forever essy.

i love you, bestfriend/neighbour/almost sister <3

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DEAR ! (:

pffft. gtg again. taa.

edited :

hello. x) sorryy.

okays anyway. continuing from sunday.

woke up in the morning for church.

went to the mamak. ate with my sister and jane.

then we went back up.

the thirteen and fourteen year olds had to go

to the overflow hall or something like that.

but only for fifteen minutes.

we went back after that and serene was already

there. sat down and uh.. talked.

adele didnt come that day.

i sat with ashley and serene. we took a few

pictures.

then after that, we went to the walkway. we

did handstands again.

this time, jane helped serene up while i was

tryna kick up and i made serene wait

for so long cos i was having a hard time tryna kick

up. haha. sorryy x)

after that. they went back. my family and i

had lunch at this coffee shop. normal only lahh. i didnt

eat much. i didnt like the food there.

my dad said im so choosyy. pffft.

then uhh. we came back. went for football with

my sisters friends.

but i went only cos brandon and clare were

going. mmm.

it was okaylaa. kinda fun(;

uhmm. thats about it.

went for dinner at night. then went

to the cyber cafe.

my mom found out and i got screwed. ughh.

well anyways.

monday ;

cant really remember what happened

but had sch. yeahh.

tuesday ;

which is yesterday. our time table's

all got changed. and out teachers too.

omg its like so much

worst now.

my science teacher sucks. my math teacher

sucks too.

gah. IM SO GONNA FAIL. :/

today was normal.

fought with abi and david.

but everything becaame fine after that.

yeah i dont really have

much time but yeah.

IM GONNA PUT BRACES SOON. :/

goodnight!

2007-01-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

hello :D

i went to one utama today! (:

in the morning, my dad was likee ;

" do you wanna go out ? "

when i was half asleep. so i was like ;

" huh? where? "

and he was like anywhere and all that. too lazy

to write everything down.

and yeah. in the end, my sister, my

dad and i headed for ou.

we had lunch at TGIF. yummm. i was bloated

after my meal. yummm. *burp

then we headed to hush puppies cos my

daddy wanted to buy socks. :D

oh and before that, he bought three pairs

of shirts and a pair of trousers.

yeah so we walked and walked and walked.

we went to starbucks. i had my usuals ;

caramel frap. (: was bloated.

i ate quite a lot today. went to maxis.

oh and btw ; my bill for the first month is like

woahh. pffft.

since my dad only switched my line

to postpaid like end of december and my bill

is already high.. im afraid my

MOM will scold, really. :/

my dad didnt really say anything though.

its like hundred ++ for the FIRST month. okayokay.

uh yeah. ate a lot lah. bought

a lot of stuffs too. mhm. thats about it.

left the house at around one pm and came back

like half an hour ago. (;

kay.

ciaooo.

and btw ; i saw michelle and marianne. then i saw amelia ng.

byee.

2007-01-19T08:36:00.000-08:00

hello(:

i feel happy. joyy! lols. anyway.

today ;

i woke up at eleven and got ready..

then had lunch and went to sch. it was

darn boring okay.

then went for CF. it was all good.

sat with nicole.

then the bell rang and i

headed straight to class...

science ;

pn chow didnt come but she gave us

paper work which i didnt

do (; hehe.

geography ;

we dont have a teacher yet so

yeap.

recess ;

it was good. ate kuey teow.

hmm thats about it.

kh ;

the boys went to the kh room and i

sorta cut class but we

dont have a teacher anyways.

then pn carolina asked

me to help her with some stuffs

so i had to walk around

the sch which was kinda fun but really tiring

at the same time. omg, i tell you..

i went to 2J like FIVE times!

then i went to 2K and 2L likeee.... two or three

times.

2J was the worst lah. the minute

i stepped in for the fifth time, everyone started

boo'ing me. pfffft.

aaron wasnt helping in anyway! he just

sat there laughing. mmmf. wtv.

then finally went back to class and settled down.

yeah thats about it.

i was looking forward to seeing zoe and clara

tmrw at gymnastics, but yiqin said there

isnt gymnastics tmrw.

i dont think clara and zoe know that there isnt class

tmrw cos zoe is the one that

told me there is.

&i was suppose to go to zoe's house.

i dont think i can go anymoree. pffft. well anyways.

there's always a next time.

gotta go sleep.

byee!

nights.

2007-01-18T08:23:00.000-08:00

heyy. (: im inloveee. <3>

okays anyway.

yesterday night was really funny. i shant mention

a word about it here or i'd be chopped

to death (;

sch ;

i woke up quite early today.

was suppose to finish my karangan

homework but instead, i went online. pffft.

talk about discipline.

i went to sch alone as usual. :( lol.

then i went to the toilet, blahblah.

saw mag.. so we walked around. then yeah.

didnt do much before sch.

went to class when the bell rang.

bm was first period and everything went well, actually.

glad to say so..

after bm was history and we didnt have teacher so yahh.

moral was finee. i didnt really pay attention but whatever.

recess ;

i ate burger today. fish burger. yuckk.

i really didnt like it.

abi and david didnt arm wrestle today cos they

already did in class. maybe tmrw..(:

yeahp. walked around with traser and sara.

then the bell rang.. so we went to line up. i was talking to traser

so i stood in her class line.

thennnn.. pn ang announced

'who is not standing in their class line, you better go back now before you get caught'

and i was like 'uh-oh, should i go back?'

and traser was like go!! then pn ang was staring

at me like as if i did something really wrong.

man i think she hates me, really.

grrh, whatever.

after that was uh.. free period.

didnt do anything. then i went to help this girl

in form 1 who sprained her ankle.

mhm. then yeah. nothing else happened.

was sms'ing with aaron earlier.

anyways. goodnight!

2007-01-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

hello(:

yesterday night i was up late texting someone. :)

each time i fall asleep, there goes the vibration. but i just sacrified.

nyahah. whatever. i had to wake up early today cos i had tuition in the morning.

math tuition. all of us were half asleep when

teacher was talking so she made us tomyam(: yummm.

i love tomyam; dont you?(; moving onnn.

after tuition, i came back home and got ready.

reached sch and went to the canteen yadiyada.

then mag came. walked around the whole time.

then i saw david in the canteen doing his HOMEWORK.

abi and i were so shocked so we went over to

see what he was doing and turns out, he was doing math!

so i sat down and scolded him for doing it without letting me kno

cos i didnt do a thing yet. darn it. aaron was there too. it was so squishylaa, that area.

pffft. i went to buy a math book after that.

then went back to class. uh, math was first.

i had to rush to get my work done and i skipped tonnes of exercises just so i could finish in time.

blahh. handed in my book and it was like uh,

history. but we dont have a teacher yet so our class teacher came in.

she switched all our places. im still sitting with abi but at a different place.

infront of kish, beside david and diagonally infront of swen and des.

blahh. bad place. after that was english.

i didnt do my work again so i borrowed vino's book to finish up.

recess was good. had kueyteow. tsktsk. yeah anyway.

thanks to aaron, i didnt step on the pile of nasilemak someone dropped on the floor.

everyone else stepped on it. nyahaha. lol :p yeahp.

abi arm wrestled with david today again! :D

and then the 2nd round, aaron helped david and i helped abi.

we were making so much of noise that everyone was staring at us.

abi and i were suppose to have break with aaron and david but

we sat with traser and sara in the end. hehe(:

but we sat with them after eating lah.

after recess, went back to class. geography.

we didnt have teacher but the butthole pn lee made me

shut up and sit down respectively.

grrrh. i sorta cut class for like 20 minutes cos i went to the koop for fun.

hehe. bm.. blah. 24 of us got punished by pn suhaila.

darn it.

speaking of bm,

i have not finished my bm tuition homework and that teacher

is one heck of a butthead. ughhh! have to do it by tonight.

100% gonna procrastinate(;

better not!

well anyways.

shu-yi, angelica and i were made to stand at the corridor.

well not exactly there but close. with some other guys. gah.

we got punished for more than half an hour but it was alright after that(:

i got shu-yi's number so am texting her right now.

my sisters are argueing now. darn it.

gosh. blah. whatever.

anyways. im gonna go try to do my karangan now. :p

ta!

ps: i dont think ill even start by tonight. sure hope i would!

2007-01-16T06:25:00.000-08:00

hii :)

sch was goood today actually :D first time, first time. well anyways. i sorta got up late so it was a hassle before sch. gee. i reached and as usual, was alone. went to the wash room for a minute or two and then came back down. mag came so we walked around. saw jun yew and lydia so we sat like behind them. then walked and walked. aaron said i replied him too late yesterday thats why he couldnt reply cos he was already sleeping. nyahah. that boy sleeps so earlyy.

anyways. moving onnnn. sch started and we had science. we talked most of the time during science. mhm. art was good. we had to draw a spider and i sucked big time. geeez. ill show it to y'all one day.. nyahah. give you a laugh. mhm. recess was finee. kishen spent all of us. blehh. i arm wrestled with david and aaron. i lost! LOL. i had to give them money. then abi and david were walking together. awwww. HAHA. so we walked together and then had to go for assembly yadiyada.

a few girls were called up because of ponteng'ing class or whatever. then went back to class. moral was so boring today. grrrh. english was finee. but i sorta got scolding? ngeh ngeh. came back, went for tuition, came back, had dinner, came online. and currently sms'ing with aaron. and abi as well. ladidoo.

kay ciaoooo. :D

ps: ill color the post later or tmrw.

2007-01-15T07:24:00.000-08:00

hi ; once again.

anyways. i was in a rush earlier so yeahp. i just wanna say that i really cant wait till the weekends. i havent done any of my sch work neither have i done any of my tuition work. geee. well yeah. idk if theres gymnastic this saturday :/ yeahp. and i really dont kno what im going to do when brandon and clare go back to australia. im gonna cry):

goodnight *yawn.

2007-01-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

hiya :D

okayy. uhm lets see. we left the house at around 2pm and went to fetch my sister from uni. my mom started yelling in the car. sigh. well anyways. we reached midv and walked from one end to the other searching for F.O.S and it was right infront of us when we came up the escalator. gosh, how blind.

so yeahp. we walked around the whole time. ate at mcd's. we wanted to play pool but clare and i werent allowed in. the dude was like 'uhm okay, may i kno how old are you please?' and i was like 'ummm. fourteen? *grins' and then he said those below 18 are not allowed in so yeahppp. grrrrh. anyways. we walked and walked till our feet almost killed us literally.

oh and we went to the arcade as well and this bunch of malay buttheads were like saying 'hiii amoiiii' and then i was like 'ugh whatever' and they pointed at us when we were going out and followed behind but we ran into the uhhh world of feng shui i think so they went away. goshh! freaks lah.

anyways. we went for dinner at kim gary and i was so darn full i couldnt eat anymore than what i already had. we walked more. oh and i had baskin robbins ;) then we walked more and clare got her ears pierced :D brandon was like 'its gonna hurt like a lot so you better not be scaredddd' as in he was tryna scare her. hahah. she was holding on to my hand and she said it really hurt. only for a short while.

we ate more ice cream and then my dad came to pick us up. he dropped them off and that was about it. i dont think ill see them until sunday :[ going to miss them like so much! oh and unfortunately, no pictures cos my sister forgot to bring the camera! pffft. ohwelll. byeeey! :D

2007-01-14T20:18:00.000-08:00

heya(:

im skipping sch today :D

well abt yesterday. my cousins; brandon and clare came to my house at around 9pm with their parents. well basically my dad went to pick them up. the purpose they come is so they can hang out with us. :D so yeah. it was a hassle before that. my mom kept yelling at me asking me to clean my room while i was taking my bath and then i had to eat dinner and they came. we went upstairs and lazed around while talking at first. then brandon and i played cs against each other while christine and clare went downstairs. i heard my sister saying that she was gonna paint my aunts nails too. oohh. she will never paint my nails for me, trust me. ;D

well yeah. then brandon and i went downstairs and then all of us came upstairs again. brandon was being gayyyy xD he started talking to guang pin, my sisters friend. guang pin is a guy, just so you know and brandon was being all bimbo'ish. ahha. it was like so hilarious. then he talked to my friends. he talked to tiffany and annoyed her like fooooh. my sister and i couldnt stop laughing. he talked to a number of people a freaked the crap outta andrea. xD ahhaha. hilarious.

then we started prank calling people and i guess we prank called the wrong person but it was still very funny. the rest of them were like freaked out. mhm. they went back at around 11 something. my dad sent them back to their friends place so we tagged along. we were talking about going out tmrw(today) in the car and my mom let me skip sch! :D yay.

christine and i are going to take the LRT to midvalley or something like that. mhmm. we're gonna meet up with them and then shoppinggggg. sadly my uncle cant tag along cos he's having gout. i think it runs in the family cos my dad and my other uncle gets gout too. my aunt was saying something about my fathers sister having gout as well :O

anyways. im like a cs addict. nyahah.

ill try to post the pictures i promised you now okiedokiee.

mmmmff. failed to do so again. ohwell guess we've to wait till next time.

till then! <3

2007-01-14T02:55:00.000-08:00

Nothing In This World

h e l l o (:

mmm. today was finee. i had to wake up early today but i really felt like going back to snooze. gah.. i went for mamak in the morning and then went for service. it was okay like usual. adele, ashley, serene and i were texting each other eventhough we were right beside each other :D

anyways. after church; serene and i took like a few pictures. then she had to go back home so i waited for my parents. i went to cats whiskers to look for my sister and i waited for her to be done then we left. we came home first and we changed. then we went for lunch at my uncle's cafe/bowling alley. we didnt get to bowl though.. yeah. anyways.

came home after that. couldnt even hang out with es and mel cos it was raining. gahh. anyways. thats about it. my thighs are killing me. blahh. anyways. i might, just might go to zoe's house next week cos ive no transport back after gymnastic. my moms going to kl for something and yeah i dont wanna skip cos my dad doesnt want me to skip so yeahh.

the telly is like turned on right now and there was disgusting scene. geeee. yeahp okay. im like desperate to play counter strike now but like, im using my laptop and ive no idea how to transfer it from my computer to my laptop. okiedokie picture time :D

blogspots being a pain. i cant upload any pictures so yeaap. ill post em up later or tmrw. anyhoos. ima go watch telly now! tooodles. :D brenda.

Unlock My Heart ;

2007-01-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

hii(:

okay. the only reason i created a new blog was cos i felt bad for abandoning all my blogspots. and i feel torpid to update my xanga. the connection is still quite slow. much faster than the last time but yeah, you get my point.

anyways. i went late for gymnastics today, again. i have to learn to be punctual, really. anyway, we did what we normally do every week and somehow the three of us were very much exausted compared to other saturdays. hrmm. and i left my bottle in michelle's house so i had to bring this small bottle and i obviously cant survive with so little water so i tried my best not to drink that much.

went for brunch at delifrance after that. yum yum. then came home. spilled my bowl of campbell soup on accident. whoops. stretched and blahhh. then watched telly. started to rain really heavily so had to turn off both the computer and the telly.

my mom went out after that. i went online and still am online since then. hrmm. ive to attend church tmrw. idk who's gonna be there but oh well. might, just might go over to harp's house. maybe do some stretching and all that. who knows.. hahah. well either i go there or maybe play badminton with esfern, melissa, desmond, marcus and maybe shu-yi, amelia and natasha. well, fyi, they're all my neighbours(:

but we hardly ever see each other, really. i havent seen natasha in abt almost 2 years. seriously no exaggeration there. and i havent seen esfern in months. the last time i saw melissa was during the holidays and the last time i saw amelia was on christmas eve. i saw shu-yi in the sch just last friday cos shes my classmate and yeahh. saw marcus yesterday.

anyways. ill blog tmrw so till then; bye! :)