Why new blog? Because I miss xanga :D Why brendaaarockstar? Because I was listening to Rockstar-Nickelback and I couldn't think of anything else. Why xanga? Because xanga has more variety in colors and smileys :D
Don't worry I won't abandon you, dear blogspottttttt :D
Hi. (: Today was rather unproductive. I woke up at around 11am which was a waste because I could have gone for an early walk in the morning or eat Mcd's breakfast (:
But ah, I couldn't get my lazy ass off my bed. After I got up, I got dressed and everything then I went online 'til my mom came home. I had Chee Cheong Fan while watching Spiderman 2.
I came upstairs and fiddled with Photoshop. Found some interesting things I could do with Gradient. I used to think all it could do is nothing. But yes, I think that was quite productive.
I wanted to stretch and lil` then work on my Scorpion since I haven't been doing much about it but I got lazy and then I went downstairs to eat Mcd's. (: Aha. It was gooood. I watched Hannah Montana while eating.
After that, I came back online and talked a bit. I got ready and left for the Optician. Wanna know why I have to go to the Optician? It's because I'm a cluts and I lost my glasses. I've had many pairs of glasses already so my mom was rather furious when she found out about it.
My first pair of glasses when I was in Standard Three. Baddd eyesight :x I bought this Pink Kitty Cat one. Hahah! It got really old so I got a new one in Standard Five? I'm not sure. I got it in Blue and it was rectangular shaped. I changed my classes again in Standard Six if I'm not mistaken. I bought a rimless one. And, I broke it last year. I was in Math tuition when the screw came out and I didn't have my case at that moment so I wrapped it around a tissue and put it in my pencil case.
I forget to take it out and I smashed it because I left it in my school bag and I often throw my bag on the grown. Heh. Yep, I told my mom about it and recently last year before the end of the year exams, I got a new one.
I think it was the most expensive one I bought. Its frame was thick and maroon and it cost about Rm650 but the kind man gave half price (: I lost it on a Tuesday somewhere in March. I was in school in the morning with Zoe and I was hanging upsidedown on a bar. I guess it must've fell out of my pocket.
I only noticed like 4 hours after that. I was really saddd. I even cried. Hahah. Well, what's done is done. Today, I decided to buy a cheap pair of glasses so If I lose it, I wouldn't have to be saddd. Rm350. Not much of a diff but yeah. (:
The glasses isn't very nice and it isn't branded :[ Hahaha! But yeah, it doesn't really matter. Mhm.
After that, we went to pick my sister and her friends from Mcd's in BU. Dropped Chloe and Hui Lin off after that. Then we went to Cheryl's house to dropped off some books. We headed for DU's Starbucks after that.
I got myself a Caramel Frap. Venti. Is that how you spell it? I don't know because I normally order Grande. I got a Grande Caramel Frap, Cream base for my sister. Ahh, I love Starbucks.
We went to Little Black Book after that. My mom bought a skirt? I'm not sure but yeah. I took a few pictures. Will post it up when I get them from my phone. Mhm, that's pretty much my day.
Church tomorrow! Might go early and spend quality time with dearest Serene again like last week (: Can't wait. Ahh.
That's about it. Anyway, I'm inlove with a few songs.
Itu Kamu - Estranged. Although it's a local band, I think it's really nice. Wasted - Carrie Underwood. Over It - Katharine McPhee. If We Were A Movie - Hannah Montana. Who cares if it's Disney or whatever. The song is really nice (: I love Disney Channel. (;
Hi (: School like, started today. Yesterday really felt like a weekend and this morning when I got up from bed, I actually thought it was a Monday.
Anyway, the weekends are here again. And I'm pretty darn happy about it (: The thought of going to school tomorrow just burns. I'm in a stage where school is the last place where I want to be. Eeek, I hate this feeling but well I can't really control it. Okay I'm totally crapping but it's okay. (:
I've been doing loads of these "quizzes" on blogthings but I'm really lazy to put them up right now. I'll do it when I feel like it okay? :D Anyway, I sorta like fought with Andrea just now. But you can't blame me, I was being as patient as possible but she burst the bubble. I couldn't take it anymore so I yelled at her.
I'm not sure if things are fine now but I'm not going out with them tomorrow. Well, have fun. I'm stuck with no plans for tomorrow.
Was feeling terribly emotional earlier and Jenwae could tell even when I didn't mention a thing to him. Ah, bestfriend (: It's weird when your bestfriend has a sister your age. Hahaha.
Okayokay. I have my History project undone and it's due on the 4th of May. I love Fui Swen because she gave me all the details. Without her, I'd be blank and I wouldn't know what to do.
Ah well I'm off! I'll post some quotes before I leave. (:
Life is like a roller coaster ride, The ups and downs and crazy turns will throw you off if you don't hold on tight.
The biggest mistake you can make, Is to drift apart with the person you once had the time of your life with.
One of the hardest parts in life, Is to decide when to give up.. Or when to try even harder than you already did.
I do forgive, but I don't forget I hope you know you've lost my respect.
Love is like tug of war, It hurts so bad to hang on, But you know you can't just let go..
Because once upon a time, We were bestfriends, & yes, there's been a lot of bad stuff inbetween, But none of that matters right now, You need me by your side, I'm here Anytime, any place, any where.
A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you, But a bestfriend will go up to him and say, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"
It's not about where you go in life, It's about who's by your side, Makes it all worth while <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">play them better.
its like a car crash of hearts and now im all banged up to make it through love, you've got to be tough.
I am prolly the worst blogger on earth. But you can't blame me. It's not like anyone ever reads my blog. How sad.
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Monday was a bore. Did the usuals and instead of going for Math tuition, I went for dance practice for Teacher's Day. It's so blahhh. My sister made me dance with her and Melody because there isn't anyone else who can dance. It's not like I can, but I am an ex-ballerina and a current gymnast. So yea, you get it.
Tuesday was also a bore. So was tuition. Wednesday was only okay. I went for gym after school and Clara, Zoe and Joo Yi didn't come.. again. We're not going to Kuantan anymore thanks to those three unfaithful gymnasts. Ahah kidding. It's not their fault they can't come.
Oh well, what's done is done. Nothing we can say or do is gonna change that fact.
And today, is a public holiday. I was supposed to go to Ou with Angelica but exams are around the corner so I decided not to. Exams are in, two weeks if I'm not mistaken. Stress.
I went to Harpreet's house instead. Boyy, it has been long. Tze Yi and Andrea were already there when I went. We were supposed to study but it seemed like we crapped even more. Ahah.
Was online at first then we started camwhoring. Took over 70 photos if I'm not wrong. Mhm, crazy much. Then we decided to go down to eat. At chocolate at first. Then I drank some apple juice and stole some of Harp's fried rice. Then her maid cooked cheese omelette. Abso`delish. Yummm.
We went back up and stayed online ever since. Didn't do much. Tze Yi went home at 7pm and then I went home at around 7.45pm and Andrea went after me.
Pretty much had fun. Something to remember (: School tomorrow. Darn it. I've been eating too much. New York Cheese Cake + American Brownie. Yumm.
Hello (: Okay so my dream was to go to the Olympics but it's way beyond possible. But it's okay, a girl like me can continue dreaming. :) After all, certain dreams do come true. CERTAIN dreams. And this one just might but that certain one. ;)
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I had to wake up at 8am for Serene Ho Su-Ann and that woman doesn't even read my blog. Infact, noone does. Look how dead the tagboard is. LOOK! Boohoo. But whatever. Blogs are where you pour your feelings out. :D To me, at least. Yeahyeah, woke up at 8am and took a long bath.
Got yelled at because I was late thanks to that long bath. I rushed to get ready and instead of grabbing my shoes, I grabbed the whole shoe box along. Got ready in the car (hair, face, shoes) and then reached Damansara Perdana. I left my shoe box on the seat and my mom sorta got angry because she told me not to ever leave my shoe box in the car. And that's because my shoes are Adidas. She claims people would break in if they think there are shoes in the shoe box.
But come on, people with brains would know that we people wouldn't leave branded shoes in the car, right right? Hahah whatever.
Okay so I went to the toilet to comb my hair and then I went out and met Serene downstairs. We went to 7 Eleven to get food. I bought TomYam hot cup and she had Chicken Flavaaa. We got the hot water and all that then we headed upstairs. Went into the room and the kids there were sooo annoying.
After eating, we quickly went to the Nursery. Esther and her brother, Samuel were already there+their maid. They were having breakfast. Scrambled eggs+nuggets. Mmmyum!
Serene made me do a handstand. And then Esther came and followed exactly what I was doing. Haha how cuteee! Btw, Esther is three years old. (: Mhm then Emma came and we started playing. Then Serene and I went to the next room and we found this so called amusing toy. Some car thingy and we sat there for about 15 minutes playing it. The cleaners, they're women, they were just standing there staring at us because they know we're 14 yet we do these kinda things. Hahaha it was absolutely ridiculous but funny at the same time. Ah the things we do!
Okay then we went back to the nursery and started helping out here and there and this new girl, Chloe came. She's really pretty. I have a picture and I'll post it up later. Then Zai Lii came. Whheeee. Haha. We took quite a number of pictures and stuff like that. Then it was biscuit time!
And something really ironic happened! Like, extremely ironic! Emma spilled Ribena all over her clothes. So Serene took Emma's extra cothes out, and then we (Zai Lii, Serene and I) brought Emma to the private toilet. So I took off Emma's shirt and wanted to put the extra shirt over. But she said she wanted to pee. So Serene decided to take off her pants as well... And Emma took off her shoes, which left her naked! Aha although she's a baby, we couldn't stop laughing. We were screaming like mad in the toilet. Emma wanted to seat on the toilet bowl (and it was really clean) but Serene said Emma would fall into the toilet bowl and I was like "what nonsense!" and Serene actually asked Emma to go under the shower and pee there. But I thought if she does, the pee would get all over her legs? That's utterly disgusting. Hahah. So I screamed and asked her to come back here. I lifted her up and seated her on the toilet bowl. I held her back so she wouldn't fall in. Then the kakak opened the door and it kinda hit me and Emma almost fell into the toilet bowl so I screamed and the kakak was like "boleh jangan bising sangat tak?" Hahah I was like "sorry kak. sorry" Then I handed Emma over to Serene and Serene lifted Emma and asked her to stand up and Emma's pee dripped onto the floor!
OMG, Zai Lii and I were laughing and screaming like mad cows. So Serene wiped Emma's ass and hahaha. We were going mad in the toilet. Then Emma wore her clothes and went back to class. Zai Lii and I went downstairs to buy a drink.
We went to the kedai runcit at first, but they didn't have Justea, what I was craving for. So we decided to go back up but we decided to see if they have it at the mamak stall but nopee, they didn't. Then I decided to walk a little more to All Day and finally they had it. It was worth walking (: We went back up and then drank our drinks, took pictures. And Emma and Esther started singing! At first we didn't know what they were singing but I eventually found out that it was actually Start Of Something New, the High School Musical song. Hahaha how adorable. Serene took a video. But Esther's is too soft and Emma's is too short. We'll make them sing again.. next week :D I went for lunch at my uncle's shop again. Delicious (: Then came back home and went online. Mhm, that's about today.
I'll post the picture+the video up okay? Just hang on a second. Eye candyy;
Top : Zai Lii, Brenda. Bottom : Teng Teng, Emma.
Brenda, Emma :D
Serene, Brenda, Jane.
Teng Teng, Zai Lii, Brenda. (:
Serene, Brenda, Jane. *Last last week.
Serene, Brenda. *Last week.
Emma :D
The video. (: First one is Emma, second is Esther. I'm the loud aunty that shouts "Louder, louder!" Hahaha. (; Serene shouted too.
I don't think I am ever going to finish that post but whatever. I was watching this Carly Patterson thing. Well, Carly Patterson is the 2004 Olympic All-Around Gold Medal Winner. Gymnastics (:
I look up to her, really do. And I only take gymnastics once a week so I decided to study my head off, score straight A's for my mid-term and I'll get my mom to let me take gym classes twice a week. And maybe if I do really really good for the end of the year exam, she'll let me take three classes a week.
You're prolly going "Does she even think she can go for the olympics. Stupid girl." and stuff like that, but JUST SO YOU KNOW, I believe I CAN do it ;)
LOL, stupid I know. But hey, you would never know what a person can do.
And the olympics is next year and I definitely can't go for that one. But in another 5 years, the next olympic will arrive. And nyahahahaha. You just might, MIGHT see me there. :D
I want to get a gold medal okay!! And, when I say I'll do something, I WILL DO IT. Well when it comes to things I really want. (:
YES, I WANT TO GO TO THE OLYMPICS 2012 AND TAKE HOME THE GOLD MEDAL! Which is seriously HIGHLY impossible. But I will try my best.
If I even get into the olympics!
I HAVE FIVE YEARS TO BECOME LIKE CARLY PATTERSON :D WISH ME ALL THE BEST.
On second thought, maybe I should just pour everything here.
School has been okay. I recently stopped hanging out with a few of my what you call "bestfriends." It's not that I decided to ditch them but I really do feel unwanted and I intensely loathe that feeling.
I decided to let myself out of this cage and run free. Do what I want to do (:
